SiR ViX PRT The Novel
"There comes a time when all good things must come to an end, and GT is no different. DonÔÇÖt worry, IÔÇÖm not quitting but in case some of you didnÔÇÖt notice, I just donÔÇÖt have the time to play enough to even maintain my rank. ThereÔÇÖs something I feel its time to share with all of GT. The majority already have been told, such as my friends and Travis and the PRT family. But there was a lesson I learned while playing this game, and I feel its time to share that with you all so maybe you can learn something from my adventures.
First and foremost let me say that when I first came to GT well over a year ago, I never expected to make any real friends on there...but I did. Some wonderful friends, people I will know for the rest of my life. These people already know what IÔÇÖm about to share with you. The fact that I am in fact, a female. Yeah, you read that right. SiR ViX PRT is a woman. I always have been. IÔÇÖm sure you are wondering who that picture is of, well it is indeed Joshua, my x. Hell, it was his idea to put it up there and try my little experiment.
When I first came to GT it was as Vix, a female. I quickly noticed that either I was beat on for being a girl, had rude remarks made such as grab your ankles and whatÔÇÖs your cup size and even more importantly, I wasnÔÇÖt attacked when I was leading. Players saying, ÔÇ£I donÔÇÖt hit girlsÔÇØ. Folks, one thing you have to understand. I grew up around guys. Yeah I loved my dresses and makeup but after school I ran home to change into jeans to race dirt bikes or play football or a game of chicken on our bikes. I am very used to holding my own with guys and to tell you the truth, I wasnÔÇÖt about to get treated differently online just because I put 30/F/indiana instead of 30/M/indiana. That one small letter made such a huge difference in the world of GT. I wanted to know just how far I could go on my personality and skills, not by a stereo type some receive when they see the word female.
As a male, I could say my piece and everyone agreed and thought it was straight up, yet I could say the exact same thing as VictoriaSecrtPRT and I was blown off and called a ÔÇ£bitchÔÇØ among many other things. WTF is up with that? Why, you might ask was there a VictoriaSecrtPRT? At one point I wanted to get my ÔÇ£girl sideÔÇØ out there, but alas, it was too late. The Vix you all know and have played all this time is me, all me. I have never lied about anything other than my gender. Yeah I did office work and masonry work. Yeah I have seizures and my son is autistic, and yes my x does have terminal brain cancer and drinks like a fish. I just am missing a strange oblong shape between my thighs. ThatÔÇÖs it.
The lessons I learned are many. For one, most of the GT vets already know about me and have for some time, and I misread my friends for they are all fine with it. But sadly, I also learned that a mere M instead of a F made me some how more credible and respectable. Ask yourself this question honestly. If people knew of this a long time ago, do you think PRT would have lasted this long under the leader ship of a woman? It would have died out many months ago.
Well there you go people. Now you know. IÔÇÖm sure not all of you will understand, but I hope you got a glimmer of what I am saying here. I love GT and PRT and plan on being around for a long time. Question is, when you see me next on GT in game, will you think of me differently? Will I be Vixxie the girl or just plain Vixxie?
OneÔÇÖs dignity may be assaulted, vandalized and cruelly mocked, but cannot be taken away unless surrendered. * and I refuse. Peace GT and WOOOOOWAAAAAA~
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SiR ViX PRT