1/8/2003
if only my eyes be blinded to his,
for its wen i look at him,
that i fall all over again.
i only have to take his hand,
for all my fears to rest, my dreams be made.
but one must be so foolish as to lead oneself
to d walls of pain again...and again?
in my darkest hours,
i will d wind to free me,
as love has locked me.
i dont belong in this embrace
nor in its hatred.
now, i start my days
in dread of my sight.
for all my shattered hopes,
my heart limps chained.
it hears me pleading
to cease its beating
but somehow,
the heart never listens.
loneliest are my nights,
when engulfed in darkness' cruel laughters,
i think of what used to be...
i think of him,
and tears would always come,
because its always at night when i realize.....
i'm still in love with him.
50% pure sweetness
25% charming
24% babe
1% *****
sWeeT KyLa